I've been blogging for so many years over at Livejournal and various other places. It's almost fun to look back and see how much i have changed. Kinda like re-tracing my footsteps and finding out how i got here. I'm always living in the past or too far ahead in the future. I need to look down sometime and see my feet planted on the ground. Slow down. Breathe. Step, step, step.

I'm such a day dreamer. I can spend hours staring into space, forgetting things i have just been told and constantly checking the time.
I think about what i'm making for dinner, how i'll sign my name when i get married, the names i'll call my children and how fun it will be to be a mother. I think about them calling me and saying they love me, asking me to do their hair and me teaching them how to be smart, fun and lovely.
These days seem so far away but i still spend all my time thinking about it.