I've been blogging for so many years over at Livejournal and various other places. It's almost fun to look back and see how much i have changed. Kinda like re-tracing my footsteps and finding out how i got here. I'm always living in the past or too far ahead in the future. I need to look down sometime and see my feet planted on the ground. Slow down. Breathe. Step, step, step.